My Scribbles

Lost.

2009-11-25T03:40:32Z

She hates me, I know it. We do not talk, even though I desperately want to... but I am too scared to say a word.
A lot of my so-called friends... can I even call them that anymore?
I feel like I've lost a lot of them.
I'm sitting here on the sidelines, and grasping at thin air as they walk away from me.
I don't know what happened to me then.
Perhaps I never meant anything more than a passing entertainment to them.
Perhaps I never showed them enough affection.
It's my own damn fault.
Why is it that I need others to reaffirm any sense of worth that I constantly forget?
I don't know what I'm doing anymore.
If I don't pull at least three times my weight, I won't have a place to live.
I won't deny it; I feel cracks in that facade I'm always wearing.
I just want to go to sleep for a long time until I feel like I can face the day without slipping down a path of dark thoughts.

o_O

2009-11-18T03:58:49Z

You know, I thought I'd be better about this...
Apparently not.
:'D I managed to update Diebus Fatalibus today! It was great... now I got to work more on His Gaze Denotes Love... x.x
That is if I can get my homework done. X'D
RL has been really difficult, but hopefully it'll get better.
I've been obsessed with some songs by The Lonely Island... XD they're too addictive!!!
Well, I don't have much more to say...
Until next time!
-anj/tex
PS. I saw a Spanish guy doing the bartman. ;D

YOOHOO~!

2009-10-28T02:59:05Z

So I'm on here again in what has been the longest fragging time! D: bawwww... I fail.

RL (aka real life, the big lemon squeezy of d00m & bliss at the same time) has been so fragging time consuming I can't even TELL you how much I detest my amount of classes, working, among other responsibilities I have.

Writing has been somewhat slow, I have ideas but am only slowly accomplishing getting ideas to paper... and then to computer. Not that I actually write the whole darn thing beforehand- just the bare bare skeleton of what I'll be posting...

[speaking of skeletons, I handled real human bones in forensic biology xD it was cool. Somewhat creepy.]

But I have so many ideas. XD I'm aching for more output... and would love more people to connect with & share ideas. :D

TRANSFORMERS FANS, UNITE!!!

Or I'll make Starscream's pouty face at you... :O

Until next time.

-anj

I'm So Excited~

2009-07-13T05:15:27Z

So, I just finished the second chapter of His Gaze Denotes Love and I am utterly amazed at the reception I got for the first chapter. WHAT WILL I GET THIS TIME?!

I'm happy and amused at the same time. I hope everyone enjoys it. <3

Oy, if you're reading this, my fanfiction.net name is AngelicCrossplay. That is where you will find it posted.

Other news, a reviewer told me it was rec'ed on tf2007fun and The Cybertronian. HOW COOL IS THAT.

*plans to join communities*

I think my mom is angry. I can hear raised voices already. >_> When is she ever happy?

I'm tired. @_@ 'm going to bed.

~rei/texion/AngelicCrossplay

OH MY.

2009-06-13T04:19:48Z

COULD IT BE...
I'm posting again??? :DDDD
OH MY.

SO.
Been posting on hetaliacracksubs community. Oh god is that ever fun.
Only a few more weeks left of summer classes~!
IN THE MEAN TIME, I REALLY HAVE LOTS OF HOMEWORK TO DO D:

COSPLAYS [for Anime Iowa]:
-Dead!Zack Fair
-Zexion [already completed. THANKS HRTZNAOPLZ] <----check us out on YOUUUUUTUBE or deviantart. We also have a facebook.
-Muse what's-her-name (I totally forgot...) from Hercules

COSPLAYS [for Anime Detour]
-Zexion (for skit)
-SOMEONE FROM TALES OF SYMPHONIA
-Lithuania aka Toris Lorinaitis :D from Axis Powers Hetalia~~~ <3
-Kuronue (YYH, if I can finish it)
-I HAD ANOTHER ONE BUT I FORGOT D:

I would love to see someone in America's Revolutionary War outfit. HOT. :D I'd wear that. [I also want a bomber jacket, but a real one. It costs 400 dollars. FML. X'D]

I'm trying to scrape enough munnies for studying abroad in Florence, Italy this fall... hopefully I can do it!

And just so you know.

YOU CAN'T STOP THE BEAT

Watch this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IgnVEUvr5qc

|D It makes me so happy.

And I'm off!

-rei/texion/whatever

Wow.

2009-05-29T23:29:02Z

It's been a REALLY LONG TIME.
o.o
I'm supposed to be studying for my online classes but...
I missed this place. X'D
I probably won't post on this as much, 'cause I've been using my dA lately, but here:
http://cross-x-player.deviantart.com
^That's me!
I'll post something longer some other time ^_^

-rei/texion

OMFG ANIME DETOUR!

2008-02-27T02:47:51Z

HOLY SHITAKE MUSHROOMS ON... ON... PORTABELLA MUSHROOMS AND MARSALA!

...

It's been so long. *sighs dramatically*

:D ANIME DETOUR!!!!!!! I'm going with peeps from my anime club- but mostly gonna be following an Axel, Roxas, Sora, and Riku around. <333

GUESS WHO I AM?!

Go on, guess. :D

I'm gonna be Zexion- my new buddy axel says she can get me a wig! And I already have the book, coat, and boots- all I need is the gloves.

AND!!!!!!

I plan to be ANTI SORA!!!!!!!! ISN'T HE CUTE!?!?! *goes into a tangent* Yeah, I'm crazy. I know. Don't bullshit me. XD
But I do need to get my outfit done- otherwise I'm cutting my hair (it's shoulder length right now), dying it, then spiking it, and my mom is getting me goldyish yellow contacts. And hopefully some black makeup. Otherwise I just need to get my clothes and shoes. My dad's getting me Sora's crown necklace and belt chain. X3 I will seriously wear those every day.

Mmm yeah I've been depressed these past few months... 'cause of stuff and plus I hate the winter- snow is pretty, but I hate the cold and lack of sunlight. It makes me lethargic. But the sun was SHINING THIS MORNING and it was SO PRETTY so I was like "KWEE" and I focused really good in spanish (and a little in creative writing). Yea. My attention span sucks. XD

So if any of my lovelies are reading, have a nice day. And week. month. year. whatever you want. XD

love rei

PS. YuMutou is so cute. (She was part of the reason I turned bi. I'm serious.) X3 she's a Sora on Youtube. GO CHECK HER OUT. <3

no control.

2007-09-26T02:35:29Z

Life sucks right now.

I feel as if all I'm working for isn't really going... sure, I'm back in school, I'm getting pretty good grades... just so I can get in college and leave home, where I can really be myself.

But is it really worth it?

I might be myself, but I bet college isn't that different from high school. After all, it's a matter of the people you knew from hs just getting a little older. It's the same people, along with others you don't know but don't care to know because... they don't really care about you.

I want to care- I DO care about others around me, but it just gets harder because I'm constantly being pushed aside, even by my family. It's getting a little harder to smile around them now, because one wrong little comment will get me nothing but a nasty backlash.

My friend called me "emo" again. Does this mean I am? Just because I'm feeling upset and angry a lot? I'm just going through some rough stuff, and lately I only come to school just for the people who actually do care. That would make a grand total of... hmm, maybe one or two, three at the most. The ones I want to care most know nothing about me, even though we see each other every day. It's kinda discouraging... And I hate waiting. But I'm a coward, so I can't say anything about it.

Go on and laugh. Really, do it. I'd rather make people laugh at my foolishness than make them cry for me in pity for something. I'm not emo. I'm just... myself. No matter how PMSive, depressed, crackalicious and yaoitastic I may be.

'I will not fall. Won't let it go. We will be free when it ends...
I have been waiting for someone like you, but now you are slipping away...' -what have you done, within temptation

god I hate homework. and I hate work. >.< and doing research. Which I have to do a lot of. ; ; <---axel smiley that looks like he's crying, kinda, but that's just the tattoos.

as for writing... I have plans. I'm gonna write something for caitlin's bday. I hope you love it, dear. You rock. *glomps*

all my love,

rei

all the things she said

2007-08-23T02:49:29Z

I just love this song...

kuro-chan sent me this a while ago, but I didn't get to open it until today. I'm glad I did though... it makes me smile. A bit of longing I know, but who can say? I bat for both sides. ^.^

"All The Things She Said" by t.A.T.u.

All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
Running through my head
(Running through my head)

All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
(Running through my head)
This is not enough

I'm in serious shit, I feel totally lost
If I'm asking for help it's only because
Being with you has opened my eyes
Could I ever believe such a perfect surprise?

I keep asking myself, wondering how
I keep closing my eyes but I can't block you out
Wanna fly to a place where it's just you and me
Nobody else so we can be free
Nobody else so we can be free

All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
Running through my head
(Running through my head)
All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
(All the things she said)
This is not enough
Ya Soshla S Uma - Ma!
This is not enough
All the things she said
All the things she said

And I'm all mixed up, feeling cornered and rushed
They say it's my fault but I want her so much
Wanna fly her away where the sun and rain
Come in over my face, wash away all the shame
When they stop and stare - don't worry me
'Cause I'm feeling for her what she's feeling for me
I can try to pretend, I can try to forget
But it's driving me mad, going out of my head

All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
Running through my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
This is not enough
This is not enough
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said, she said
All the things she said
All the things she said

Mother looking at me
Tell me what do you see?
Yes, I've lost my mind

Daddy looking at me
Will I ever be free?
Have I crossed the line?

All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
Running through my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
This is not enough
This is not enough
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said.

end of lyrics

I think it's really great because it fits... it really does. I haven't exactly told my parents (only a few friends) so it's a bit hard... the only thing I don't have in relation to this song is a girl who loves me. Heh

aaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnyway... yes. great song. I love to sing along. I love to sing along to almost anything though... XD But that's just me. ^_________^

another good song is Bumblebee by smile dk. stephie sent it to me. It's a nice dance song XD

and I'll shut up now.

~kit, rei, whatever you know me as.

.:heart ache:.

2007-08-13T00:23:11Z

I'm starting to think no one understands me at all anymore.

It doesn't take much to hurt my feelings, but continuing at a steady pace? It starts to hurt a lot. Especially when this is an additional time you've been hurt by the same person within a small period of time.

Am I just angsting? Maybe. But I'm not stupid enough to know that the pain resonating within my core is telling me that there's an emotional disturbance.

Why does it have to be like this?

Sometimes I think I'm going to do fine, but then the happy-go-lucky mood crashes down and all you can do from stopping the plunge is to sit down and cry a little bit.

Crying never solves anything, but at least it makes you feel better until you are ready to face the world again.

I wish I wasn't so weak.

Sometimes I wish I didn't exist....
'It's the fate of a nobody.' -DiZ

And do they wonder

2007-07-23T17:47:35Z

You know, sometimes I wonder.

But do they wonder.

All the things they say, do they realize what it really means or does to the people who receive it?

To all the broken-hearted people:

We may be hurt, and we may cry
But please don't use this as an excuse to die
This poem may suck, but I try to get my words out to you.
We may be different, we may be wrong
To say that this world we do not belong
Hates us and shames us
From ashes to glances
We all fall down.
But its our job to get back up again.
What I'm trying to say is that
You, who are brave, who stands up once more
Take the open door and help the others stand up.
And the others, who hate
Do you care how much you break?
One day it will all come back to you
And you'll be the ones who will be broken.
To all my brothers and sisters:
Don't forget me.
I won't forget you.
Don't forget to take care of yourself
And others just like you.

I wrote this poem because right now, I am tired of this way I am treated. I'm tired of the way others are treated, who like me, get depressed.

All bullies should watch out, and so should the ones who claim what we are is a burden, an infection, a blasphemy.

And really. I'm tired of being hurt. If you read this and understand what I'm talking about, please message me or post a comment. Feeling alone sucks when you feel like you don't have anyone or anywhere to turn to.

by the way- summer vacation is almost over :O aren't you lucky, sora?

it's positively radiant.

2007-05-05T00:29:43Z

I'm green yet blue and smashed with a whole bunch of colors mixed in. In the end, it turns out all white. Why is that? xD

It RAINED today. <3 I love it when it rains without a storm, because I like it when it's calmer. The grass and plants are much fresher now, and it's great to see green grass and plantlife on my lawn again.

I broke a blood vessel in my hand yesterday. Doesn't hurt nearly as much as it did yesterday, but I'll be okay.

I'm feeling whimsical today. I've been smiling more... I had an epiphany.

Now I feel like something has calmed the beast. I feel like I'm free(er) than a cloud in the sky.

Speaking of clouds... I had a dream last night about Cloud and Tifa being my parents. o.o It was so odd. I called them 'Mom' and 'Dad'... and I also had a pendant like the heart of the ocean or whatever it's called from titanic, but it was pink. I threw it in a pond.

Now I'm wondering whether those rose pink petals on that tree outside my window will stay for a while longer, while I'm content with the way I am and at rest. But it doesn't fail to surprise me because I know that the tree blooms again... and again. This time, however, I'm keeping those petals with me.

I give all my love to my friends, per usual... keep happiness in your homes and in your hearts. I hope that everyday is a great day for them. xD

... I think I may have a minor obsession but there's this... object that I have to find everyday. But it slips through my fingers, and again I want it back so I can hold it dear to me. yet that object doesn't belong to me and knows nothing of the eyes that behold it. So what do I do? [I'm asking for feedback from feverish love, kyphrin and kuro.]

anyway, I should go now. Gotta finish typing up my soriku :3

...gawd, I love KH. XD

-rei

@_@

2007-05-02T03:31:29Z

I'm ill... again.

I think my immune system must not be that strong, or I'm not getting very much sleep... but it's probably both.

I got all of the KH & KH: CoM manga a few days ago... ;; I love it. KH is my WORLD XD sorta... anyway... *cough* I can't wait for the KH II manga. :3

though lately I've been overloaded with work so I've been very slow in updating... or even being on the computer in general. *sigh* alas... me falta tiempo para escribir (I don't have enough time for writing/ I lack time to write). At least school's over in a month or so. >.>

well, I gotta finish other work..........

bye!

rei <3

Dark Hearted

2007-04-15T19:05:56Z

Lately I've been feeling depressed.

On Friday the 13th of April, I think my heart cracked at the seams.

I won't say why, because I refuse to say.

I've been playing my new game, Final Fantasy XII... I love it so far. My favorite characters: Reks, Vaan, Balthier, Rasler and Fran. Okay characters: Penelo, and Ashe. Characters I dislike: Basch

I must say, the graphics are very pleasing. <3

That's probably the highlight of the past few days and it certainly keeps my mind off other things. thank youuuuuu square-enix! X3 If I could hug everyone who works there, I would.

And now because I'm bored, I shall post the lyrics of the song I'm listening to, Still Waiting by Sum 41! XD

"So am I still waiting
For this world to stop hating
Can't find a good reason
Can't find hope to believe in

Drop dead
A bullet to my head
Your words are like a gun in hand
You can't change the state of the nation
We just need some motivation
These eyes have seen no conviction
Just lies, and more contradictions
So tell me what would you say
I'd say it's time too late

So am I still waiting
For this world to stop hating
Can't find a good reason
Can't find hope to believe in

Ignorance
And understanding
We're the first ones to jump in line
Out of step for what we believe in
But who's left to stop the bleeding

How far
Will we take this
It's not hard to see through the fakeness
So tell me what would you say
I'd say it's time too late

So am I still waiting
For this world to stop hating
Can't find a good reason
Can't find hope to believe in

This can't last forever
Time won't make things better
I feel so alone
Can't help myself
And no one knows
If this is worthless, tell me so

What have we done
with a war that can't be won
This can't be real
Cause I don't know what to ~~feel~~

So am I still waiting
For this world to stop hating
Can't find a good reason
Can't find hope to believe

So am I still waiting
For this world to stop hating
Can't find a good reason
For this world to believe"

such a good song <3

Heh. I feel slightly better now, but still anti-social. I haven't talked to barely anyone since wednesday, and only like two people on friday briefly. I don't know if I'll be talking much unless it's to katraa, I want to discuss something with her. XD and probably felia too.

oh well. I suppose I'll shut up now. I'm going to go hit a few golf balls.

-rei/alanna

the top five things that make you squeal like a fan girl/boy

2007-04-05T01:09:47Z

stole this from wes. LOL.

Post the top five things that make you squeal. If you read this you are forced to do so, no exceptions.

1.) Yaoi X3 ♥
2.) Fanfiction
3.) Pocky~!
4.) Awesome cosplays
5.) Cute moments in ff or real life X3

hehee... ♥

kuro-chan, if you're reading this, then do it. XD ♥

The People That Care; Cosplaying & Other Miscellaneous Crap

2007-04-05T01:01:06Z

I WENT TO KATHERINE'S HOUSE TODAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

we made... brownies!!!!!!!!!!

& watched kh tsf season ii episodes... along with hidden naruto stuff and lots of youtube vids, then planned what to do next...

I also read to her & Julia (her lil sis) my KH II guide... XD

We agree that Tron and Sark wear computer spandex. LOL

We are really thinkin' about cosplaying at Anime Detour 2008- in bloomington! w00t!

I am thinking about cosplaying as one or two of these people:

~Tsunade (as a pair with her as Shizune with TonTon)
~Yuffie (a passing thought)
~Sora (squee)
~Jakotsu (how fun would that be? LOL)

& maybe others. Still thinking about it!

Katherine may be going as...

~Itachi (CHINESE ITACHI! LOL!)
~Tenten (she could pull that off I think)
~Shizune (with a stuffed tonton, going as a pair with me as Tsunade MAYBE)
~Alphonse (LOL)
~Kikyu (spelled that way on purpose LOL)
~Sesshomaru (XD)

That's all we've got for now...

but we're planning it out a little more the next time I go to her house. Besides that, we shall be making odango, fried rice, sushi, onigiri, steamed buns, curry, ramen, korean barbeque, and our "sake" and "rum"
COMPLETE WITH POCKY AND SEA-SALT ICE CREAM!

we're really psyched. it's our little 'asian party' thing going on. We'll be taking visits to the web and ebay, while decorating eggs and playin ddr, okami, and KH. She's gonna teach me how to sew too!

we know how to have fun. :D we're weird but entertained... XP

NOTE: I forgot my favorite pair of head phones at her house... T.T

The Spring Agenda~ ^.^

2007-03-31T18:35:23Z

Hey, listen!

XD Does that ring any bells?

It's spring break for me now baby! I have all next week off >D and I'm planning to use it to the fullest. XD Though I am kind of sad, third term is over and I won't be able to see all the fun people I got to meet in my Creative Writing class... now I'll just have some history class :(

But still... ~~ZOMGIT'SSPRINGBREAKTIMETOPARTAYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!xD~~

I'm going to go see k-chan on wednesday, it's going to be so awesome. :D I'm going to bring her some easter candy if I have time to get any... I haven't seen her in so long ;;

Kristin is on vacation in London and Paris. SOOO not fair... but she's sending me a post card, so that makes me smile because she is going to :)

I just put some new songs on my iPod today. For almost two days I thought it was broken ;; because it wouldn't turn for ANYTHING, then somehow yesterday it started working... though the battery was practically dead. I don't know how that happened because it was perfectly charged that morning and it woke me up for an alarm... whatever. I just hope it doesn't happen again.

GOOD NEWS!

I'm getting my japanese program on friday! It's by Rosetta Stone and it's going to teach me Japanese that I can find time to play with. :D I'm so excited to begin speaking! And I think it's also going to teach me kanji, I think, not completely sure- but I'd love it if they did, I want to read some of those subtitles!

SORTA GOOD/BAD NEWS:

SE released KH II: Final Mix and CoM for the ps2 in Japan on thursday, and we might not get it until fall... ;; it's not fair.... I could get it imported, but since I haven't really learned anything (yet) I wouldn't be able to understand the games... Also, I think I'd have to get some sort of device that allows my PS2 to play Japanese games. I'm not sure.

BAD NEWS:

Prom = EVIL! If I hear one more thing about it I'm going to rip my hair out, and that's not necessary- I'd rather use a scissors. One friend wants me to go with her soooo badly to the point where she was BEGGING me to go, saying 'I'll do anything' and stuff. (To Wes: Don't you dare say yuri loving if you're reading this! :P) I'm not going though. I don't see what the point is.

Wishful thinking:

I wish I could find someone to cosplay yaoi with me! Or even just go cosplaying with me- but I'd prefer doing a yaoi skit... XD It'd be so much fun! I'd love to do that with someone, be that if they're male or female. I only have one friend here that likes yaoi T.T

Anyway, I'll stop whining. XD Hope you enjoyed the update, lol.

-rei

when sickness attacks

2007-03-24T05:08:07Z

If there was something I really dislike, it's being sick.

Since monday I have suffered a cold; I have only just got over that and now develped a cough. My mom says I never really got over the cough I had before, because for weeks afterwards I kept wheezing. I guess I just have very irritable lungs.

I really need to update my stories. o_o But on a good note I do have some good ideas and a lil bit of inspiration. ^^

Because I feel like it now, I'll list my favorite pairings...

final fantasy vii:

yuffie/cloud (clouffie) <---THE BEST ONE THERE IS!!!!!!!!
yuffie/reno (reffie) <----hilarious
yuffie/vincent (yuffentine) <---ONLY SOMETIMES! I have come to dislike it... it's just too common!
yuffie/sephiroth (yuffieroth) <----what? I love the psycho, and he and yuffie interacting would be hilarious!
cloud/sephiroth (sephirife? wtf?) <---those are very fun to read
cloud/reno (cleno? o_O) <---It's appealing to me XD

kingdom hearts:

sora/riku (soriku) <---that was obvious from the start
sora/axel (soxel) <---roxas IS a part of sora, why wouldn't axel like him?
sora/roxas (soro) <---It's just sexy. I don't know why
sora/demyx (somyx?) <---It's kinda cute.
sora/yuffie (yura) <---CUTE AND HILARIOUS! I love these two together!
cloud/leon (cleon) <---why not?
cloud/sephiroth (cloudiroth! I don't know) <---It would make sense... to me... o_O
yuffie/riku (yuriku) <---sarcasm and fights oh my XD
yuffie/roxas (yuxas) <---cute and unusual
yuffie/demyx (yumyx) <---Hyper and Energetic? XD
yuffie/axel (yuxel) <---It's just plain good
yuffie/leon/squall (squiffie) <---*squee*
axel/demyx (akudemy) <---I like this a lot more than akuroku. It's just... so much hotter. Water+fire = steam!
saix/xemnas (samnas?) <---Oh come on, it was so hinted in the game!
axel/namine (namixel) <---I just like it xD
roxas/namine (namixas) <---blonde&blonde = adorable
axel/roxas (akuroku) <---CUTE! But I like soxel better!
roxas/demyx (demuroku) <---It's cute. And besides, Demyx is so loveable! I think they'd be great together!
demyx/zexion (zemyx) <---I don't know how it came to be but I came to like it. :)

naruto:

naruto/sasuke (sasunaru) <---ONE TRUE PAIRING! Sasuke hates Sakura and pays attention to Naruto... plus they're best friends and both are really strong.
naruto/sai (sairuto) <---Sai is just so emotionless that when he finally regains them, I'd love to see how Naruto makes him unwind, and no I did not mean that in a perverted way!
naruto/kakashi (kakanaru) <---Yes, it's a teacher/student, but I like it because Kakashi starts paying more attention to naruto instead of playing favorites with sasuke --
naruto/itachi (itanaru) <---It seems like any uchiha (well almost any) would look good with Naruto.
yondaime/naruto (FATHER/SON ONLY!) <---oh come on... they look practically the same! Naruto is so Arashi (or is it Kayaku?)'s Mini Me.
yondaime/OC <---only if it's really well written and not a mary-sue
hinata/kiba (hinakiba) <---pretty cute and they're both teammates
naruto/hinata (naruhina) <---Well, she does have a crush on him... I think that's sweet.
tsunade/jiraiya (jirtsu) <---they seem like they belong together! And they're both wickedly strong.
kakashi/iruka (kakairu) <---At first I was going, 'WTF?!' but they do go well together.

rurouni kenshin:

kenshin/misao (KenMi) <---One true pairing. I think Kenshin would be good for calming her down and Misao would help him with her cheerful personality :)
sanosuke/megumi (sanomeg) <---These two were just meant for each other, I know it!
yahiko/tsubame (yahibame) <---ahhh, young love.
hiko/misao (HiMi) <---Don't ask why I like it. It's just really cool @_@ xD

inuyasha:

sesshomaru/kagome (sesskag) <---It's just very appealing.
kagome/miroku (kagmir) <---I just like it.
kagome/koga (kagkoga) <---I think she has to at least like him some in order to let him continue to lavish her with compliments...
sango/miroku (sanmir) <---no words needed

full metal alchemist:

roy/ed (edroy. xD) <---Something has to be lurking behind those insults of theirs!
roy/riza (roza) <---He was pretty protective of her when he learned about barry the chopper bothering her
roy/envy (edvy) <---They are just good together. XD

I'll post more later... there's too many here already. -.-;

It's been WAY too long

2007-03-18T04:26:40Z

Argh, I haven't been on in such a long time! I blame it on being occupied by other stuff.

I beat Okami a few weeks ago, gosh it was so emotional! I loved it though. Issun is so awesome x3 and ammy too! The last boss fights were so long... (yami and his forms) Ninetails, Orochi, Blight, Crimson Helm, and the Spider Queen got pwned by me ;3 I started a new game and I love Issun's presents. The Karmic Transformers are SO cool.

I got a collector's edition TP (wii) Guide today! It's so lovely. I got a cloth map with it... x3 So what if I don't have the game OR the wii yet! It's the manufacturers fault... they only send a few wiis to each store like one day a week o_O We were supposed to get one for christmas... but I shall wait! I can be patient!!!

I'm not sure what else to say here o_O I made some new friends a few weeks ago, Billy and Kristin. They're awesome lol *remembers playing poker* XD MURDERCITO!

-rei

o_o tired

2007-01-18T18:01:40Z

I am so sleepy...
And I'm not quite sure I'm going to write much today.
I DID finish KFM's fic, though. I posted it up yesterday...
now I just need to update other fics, but I'm feeling sleepy (and lazy).
...
*goes off to play Okami*

ja!
0rei

troublesome

2007-01-16T04:20:16Z

FANFICTION WRITING... can be troublesome.
I'm trying to update as well as finish my friend's bday fic- which is hard, seeing as her bday's tomorrow... but I'll make sure I can post it tomorrow for her. I don't wanna be late...

on the other hand.
I really NEED to update... and find some new friends where I live. ;-; I need to get out more, sometimes I feel retardedly behind everyone else... and plus it'll help cure my boredom if I do.

I feel a headache coming on.

And I found that CAFFEINE STUNTS YOUR GROWTH! *sobs* no wonder I'm so short... ;-; my one true love betrayed me. T-T

umm yeah. And my friends were going at it (as in arguing), AGAIN... it drives me ~~upthefuckingwall~~ insane sometimes... yarg.

I need some new material to read- and I need to publish my other fics too. I <3 Shirohane's Sasunaru's, they're adorable... I need to read more of them though. I've only read a few so far.

What else to say, what else.... what to say indeed.

... KYPHRIN IS BLONDE!

Okay, I'm done. *grins* XD

WTFedness

2007-01-14T22:28:39Z

Last night was special.
We [my friend and I] got to see Eragon again!
For all its ~~crappiness~~ 'quirks', it was still fun to watch again.

We have a theory that practically all the guys in the movie could be GAY! XD think about it... [if you've read eldest- I don't care. this is my fun at fangirlness] murtaghxeragon ~~omgincestinationbutitissocute,~~ galbatorixXdurza (hello, they look like they were about to kiss! XD), bromxeragon (some lines could be interpreted that way- why? because my mind is a poison XD), ummm.... I think arya is an evil biatch trying to steal eragon from murtagh! NOOO!
we kept talking a lot but I was trying to be quiet- however about half way through the movie the lady sitting next to me was really pissed and hissed at us to 'would you please shut up?' Even though it wasn't really me she was talking to, it was still kinda... well. ~~shutupyoubiatch!weweretryingtobequietandjustvoicingouropinions!~~ We still had fun though. :D

Afterwards we hung out near the giant card board cut out of Eragon and the others- I took a picture of Eragon and Murtagh on my phone~! gaahhh, garret hedlund is so hot. *-* ~~ialmostdrooledatthesightofhim!squee~~ Some day I'm gonna steal him from the movie theater and they won't even notice! Mwahahaha. Garrett is even from my state. >:D W00T

&yeah, I feel really like rambling. Afterwards my friend so viciously stole my cellphone and called our blonde friend (or so she thinks XDDDDD) and she chased me around a large pole. I started dancing while I was being chased around the pole. A new kind of pole dancing! People probably thought I was drunk... o.o not my fault. I didn't have that much candy! Popcorn, maybe a little more than necessary- but basically we both shared our food. aaaaaaaa....

oh yea- kaikai asked me to marry her! That was a bit unexpected... xD

umm... I can't remember what else to say. Yeah. I'll shut up now.

luffle hearts

0rei (shiguna gave me the idea for my lj name. xD It's all her)

Movie Day!

2007-01-13T21:29:47Z

woot
Today I'm going to go see Eragon (again) with my BFF. It's going to be awesome, even though I've already seen it (the inaccuracies were so atrocious but hey, Murtagh was HOT!). It's a lot more fun to see movies with her than with my family, though that isn't bad either.

It was either that or Dreamgirls, and I don't know much about it except that Beyonce and Eddy Murphy was in it.

on another note...

I plan to see Epic Movie- lol, it looks really funny. XD

WTF?

2007-01-13T04:51:14Z

Yes, I'm writing again.
But why does it say I have no entries?
I DO SO!
T.T I need to get used to this... yet again
[no laughing at me, show some mercy! XP]
-0rei

COLD!

2007-01-13T04:48:27Z

O.M.G
It's my first journal entry! w00t!
Too bad I'm currently freezing my ass off.
Mom has the thermostat on much lower than it should be- to save money- but apparently the bill we got was a bit higher than it should have been. O.o That is so... strange
...
It's times like this I wish I had something to cuddle with. And no, I'm not a sap...
... okay I am. I'm cold, and I don't like it. TT;
I need to play with this a little more... XD
oh well. bye!
-0rei